I Didn’t Change, I Just Found Myself
It has recently come to my attention, in an incredibly hurtful way, that someone I thought was a near and dear friend to me no longer...
When ‘Just Keep Trucking’ seems so hard
The last couple of weeks have been an increasingly hard time in my recovery, really pushing my journey towards full recovery. For awhile...
In My Skin
My closet is a map of the various events in my life. Each article of clothing tells a story. It tells a story of my struggle with food,...
Apology: for when my eating disorder controlled my thoughts
Last night I was sitting next to a young woman talking on her cell phone rattle off everything she has eaten, all the ‘healthy’ foods she...
Tis the season
The holidays are especially hard for anyone dealing with an eating disorder or disordered eating. The holidays are hard because the...
Motivation
When I finally realized I might actually need help- I could deal with being proactive about the medical aspects (to a certain degree),...